The Something Monologues

TSM136 : Your House Your Home

In today's walk and talk I explore the idea that the house we live in isn't necessarily a home and speculate on what makes a home. This is a very personal monologue, in which I take you on a tour through 37 years of some of my own houses and the one place that has always felt like home.  

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TSM135 : What is the Self ? The 5 Aggregates and Process Fields

In today's walk and talk I explore the self through the Buddhist concept of the 5 Aggregates and Process Fields (my own idea, which is simlar to Alfred White Northhead's Process Philosophy) and ask how we are to live when we can embrace a wider concept of self.

During the early part of this walk, I examine two dead sheep - who provide a real life example of the nature of the self. Don't look if images of death frighten you. These things are a part of my day to day reality and reguarly remind me of the nature of the self.

More on the 5 Aggregates here : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Skandha and Process Philosophy here : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Process_philosophy / https://archive.org/details/AlfredNorthWhiteheadProcessAndReality.

 

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TSM128 : Direct Knowing

I dedicate this monoluge to Frédéric for his ongoing support and his enthusiasm for taking responsibility for his own development and for his efforts to be a better father, partner and human being ! I also dedicate this monologue to Astrid for her ongoing kindness and her continuous efforts (despite her own illness) to help others living and dead, to be free of their suffering ! 

In today's stroll through the land, I explore the process that some have called Direct Knowing. There are several interpretations of this concept and in this monologue I explore what you might think of as a lower level form of DK, that I believe has greater value to us in our ordinary life. I provide you with working examples of how to develop DK through all the senses and then through the collective 5 senses.

Expect to hear lots of talkative sheep !  

Relevant links here :

 

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TSM121 : The Agony of the Human Condition - Part 3B : Recognizing and Honouring the Needs of the Daimon

I dedicate this monoluge to Frédéric for his ongoing support and to Mauren for her recent donation and for being a long time reader/listener ! Thank you both very much for reaching out to me and for making a difference and for showing your appreciation for what I have to share ! 

In today's monologue I pick up from where I left in TSM114, exploring the Daimon and how we can recognize and honour the needs of the Daimon for a healthy and fulfilled life. After listening to this recording, I realised that I didn't say enough about how to recognise the needs of the Daimon - so I might take that issue up in a future monologue. I might add as well, that I wonder if the Daimon has different needs at different times in the human life cycle.

For those of you who question whether or not a Daimon really exists as a distinct entity or aspect within us, I think that's a reasonable thing to have some doubt about. My thoughts are that as an alternative to the traditional view of the Daimon, we consider that the Daimon is as a driving force, a set of urges that arises from the way different processes that arise from the interaction of mind and body. Think of it as a unique force of it's own, that emerges from the interaction of mind and body. It may have a transcendant timless nature that exists beyond each individual life or be bound to each individual life. Perhps there are many possibilities. No one can prove or disprove the existance of the Daimon ! But each of us will know whether the idea resonates as true or false.

We might also consider that it's nothing more than an idea ! An idea with great power !

 

Enjoy !

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TSM119 : Objects in the Rear View Mirror May Appear Closer Than They Are

We all struggle to live fully present in the moment. Many people are trapped with their memories and with the pain assoccertiated with them. Today I explore the impact of the past with a metaphor that Meat Loaf / Jim Steinman made famous and how we can overcome the things that haunt us or preoccupy us.
 
Enjoy folks !
 
 
 
You can learn about Eugene T. Gendlin's Focussing here : https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Focusing & here : http://www.focusing.org/bios/gendlin_bio.html.
 
You can learn about Trauma through the eyes of Robert Grant here : http://in-sighttherapy.blogspot.com.au/
 
PS. I havent heard the song in ages and after reading the lyrics tonight, I realised I misunderstood what a small part of the song was about. But the metaphor is still relevant and a powerful one at that. This is one of Meat Loaf's / Jim Steinman's most powerful songs from what may have been his best album (on par with Bat Out of Hell). 
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TSM118 : We’re All Waiting For Something

We're all waiting for something ? But what is waiting ? Why should we wait and when should we move  ? Waiting may well be the one great virtue we must all learn to master.

Enjoy ! 

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TSM117 : What Does the Light (of God) Want From Us ?

I dedicate this monologue to Sandor for his seemingly endless support for yours truly ! Thanks buddy for caring from so far away ! May you discover the light within !

Many of you have heard me talk about my experience of being taken to merge with the light on an ET craft in 2011. In today's monologue I ask "What Does the Light Want From Us ?" and suggest an answer. An answer that coincides with what I believe we ought to want from ourselves. 

Enjoy Dudes and Dudettes !

Brighty. ;-)

 

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TSM113 : The Agony of the Human Condition - Part 2 : The Left Hand Path

The human condition is a strange beast and one that we all try to understand at some point in our life. The human condition is a condition of existence that is constantly in flux, where one thing always leads to another. Sometimes we experience things that we see as good (positive) and sometimes we experience things that we see as bad (negative). If we had perfect awareness we would probably only choose good things and omit bad things. But that isn't reality ! (As Buddha said we are all addicted to like and dislike). How boring life would be if everything unfolded exactly as we wanted it to ! So what then are the implications of experiencing bad things and what does it mean when we experience 'the left hand path' (the path less desired) ? 

Related reading :

 

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TSM98 : Acceptance & Accepting Death if it Comes Right Now

Hey folks, I'm back after my getaway to Queensland. 

In today's monologue I talk a little about the challenge of accepting where we're at in life and explore the idea of accepting dying right now !
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TSM96 : The Joy of Ageing

I've always envied people who were older than me and as I approach 50, I feel a real sense of excitement about where I'm at in life and what is to come. In this monologue I reflect on ageing, by exploring :

The negative baggage associated with physical and mental changes
Our fears of dying
The joy of ageing and old age
The importance of accepting ageing
The benefits of old age and why it's worth looking forward to getting older
The best and worst kinds of ageing
Grumpy phases
Transcending the fears associated with ageing and embracing the wonder of getting older
Moving through the passage of perpetual grief and growing through resilience
The choice we all have about how to age. 
You wont find any sympathy or regret in  this monologue.

You may wish to skip the first 23 minutes and my wishing to provide my sick sister with a means to fulfill a lifelong dream. I was having a hard time with her illness and seeing her suffering. 

Relevant links :


I can't recommend the writings of Marie De Hennezel, particularly her books on dying and ageing. Unfortunately most of her books are in French but at least two of them are in English. 

May you enjoy People of Earth.

Bright Tadpole.
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TSM95 : True Freedom, Relative Freedom and The Illusion of Freedom

Lots of people talk about freedom and the fight for freedom but just what the hell do they mean ? In today's monologue I explore 3 different aspects of freedom  - true freedom, relative freedom and the illusion of freedom. Don't expect to find any Ascension up any one's arse into the 5th dimension !  

In today's rambleathon I explore the concept of relative freedom, true freedom (which is freedom of choice), how labels (including religious labels, atheism, agnosticism, materialism/reductionism) and how our ideas, beliefs, roles and conditioning (family, race, education and religion) restrict our freedom and create further bondage.
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TSM91 : The Illusion of Control and the Power of Surrender

One of the unsaid rules of life is that we all want control and believe that we have control. But control is just an illusion. We only seem to see the illusion when the things we take for granted are taken away from us. Recognizing that we have little control sometimes forces us into a place of surrender. In today's monologue, I explore how losing control can bring us to our knees and help us to accept what is, while handing over the script of our lives to something far greater than our individual lives. 

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TSM88 : Does God exist ?

In this morning's monologue I introduce you to my own history with religion, spirituality and finding belief in god, explore some of the ways that humans conceive of and experience god and ask the question 'does God exist and how can we know ?

Deius Garlicus. 
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TSM84 : 10 Questions for God and 5 methods for connecting with God

In this evening monologue I talk a little about my recent struggle and how it arose out of my hypersensitivity to drama and others suffering, how the idea of asking ETs a set of fixed questions is only a nice idea and is never a reality. I offer up 10 fictional questions for God and 5 spontaneous methods that you can use to connect with God and ask your own questions. 

You'll gain more out of this monologue, if you approach it with an open mind and an open heart. I encourage you to go and experiment yourself and develop your own methods for connecting with God. This monologue probably has little to offer atheists or materialists ! 
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TSM80 : Choppy school, faith and trust in the power of life, The 5 Remembrances, life’s impermanance and uncertainty

In today's monologue I explore the issue of faith and trust and reflect on what we can learn from young lambs and old ladies, about the power of will and our desire to live. I also reflect on the 5 Remembrances, life's impermanence and uncertainty. 

Relevant links :
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TSM75 : The Nature of Thought

Well, this monologue is different ! Stay focused, as you endure my cat meowing incessantly and the wind blowing against my iPod. 

In this monologue I attempt to lead you through a discussion about the nature of thought - touching on such subjects as simple and discursive thought, thought forms, process fields, thought and the 5 senses, memory, emotional feelings, felt sense in the body, beliefs, values and action. This is probably a monologue worth doing again under quiet conditions, with a more detailed exploration of the link between thoughts, ideas, projection and reactivity - which I didn't really touch on in this monologue. 

This monologue sketches out the way that the human mind works - weaving thoughts out of silence and how thought can take us out of the present moment.

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TSM72 : Boundaries and Hard Choices

In this monologue I talk you through a hard choice involving a sheep and ravens. 

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TSM63 : Visiting My Spirit Tree at Hollow Lightning Mountain

In this monologue I take you on a journey to my spirit tree at Hollow Lightning Mountain. I tell you a little about the history of the tree and my connection with the tree and the mountain, before embarking on connecting with the tree and opening myself up to a series of visions. 

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TSM61 : The Greater Self, Your Purpose & The Meaning of Life

In this monologue I take you on my walk and unpack many some of the great spiritual questions which face all of us at some point in our life - what are you, what is your purpose and what is the meaning of life ?

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TSM59 : Body memory, Suppression vs Expression and Collective Memories

In this monologue I talk about the memory of the body and how we function by suppressing feeling or expressing feeling and how we are all affected by collective memories and how collective memories affect us. 

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TSM53 : The Only Two Questions Worth Asking

In this monologue I take you through the only two questions worth asking : Who/What am I ? and What is it that is asking 'Who/What am I ?'?. 

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TSM46 : Fulfillment

A little monologue on fulfillment.

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TSM18 : An Answer for Sen on the Question of Suffering

This is an earlier brief TSM that I forgot to post. In this post I put it back on you the listener to provide Sen with an answer to her question. 


In a later post I'll read Anamika's response and a response from the entity I call Alapo. I encourage you to put n if you can and post your responses in the comments section.
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TSM37 : Tom’s Death

In this TSM I reflect on the death of my friend Tom

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I could have talked about the Buddhist perspective of seeing visions close to death but instead I talked a little about visions as archetypal projections. It would be nice to hear from anyone who has had similar experiences of witnessing or being part of these with a dying person. 

Enjoy, Bright.
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TSM35 : Trauma and its Impact on Human Life

In this monologue I reflect on trauma and it’s impact on human life. The wind is a little heavy in places.

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I don’t really talk about trauma in relation to ET contact experiences but everything I say about trauma is relevant to that subject.

Relevant links :

  • Trauma : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychological_trauma
  • Robert Grant : http://in-sigththerapy.blogspot.com.au/2013/06/trauma-and-spiritual-journey.html / http://in-sigththerapy.blogspot.com.au/ / http://in-sigththerapy.blogspot.com.au/search/label/Professional%20tools

Enjoy, Brighticus. 

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TSM34 : Reflections on Spending Time with My Dying Friend

Some reflections on spending time with my dying friend Tom and the experience of cancer and dying.

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For those who asked, yes he did die – on the 6th December. And I do not know if he saw the ETs I asked to visit him.

Enjoy,

Bright.
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TSM27 : Toas seizures, a dying friend, mating kangaroos, Developmental Assetts and relationship styles

In this meandering monologue I reflect on Toa's recent seizures, talk about my experience of being with my dying friend, stroll past lots of kangaroos and talk a little about relationship styles and the concept of developmental assets. 

Links relevant to this monologue include :
  • http://positivepsychologynews.com/news/doug-turner/20070515248
  • http://www.mind360.com.au/images/mind360_active_constructive_responding.pdf
  • http://www.growthcoaching.com.au/articles-new/what-do-you-miss-when-things-go-right
  • https://www.psych.ucsb.edu/people/faculty/gable
  • http://www.search-institute.org/what-we-study/developmental-assets
  • http://www.search-institute.org/content/40-developmental-assets-adolescents-ages-12-18
  • http://www.search-institute.org/surveys/DAP
  • http://www.search-institute.org/research/assets/assetpower
  • http://www.search-institute.org/research/developmental-assets
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TSM25 : Psyops, Prayer and Kanagaroos

In this monologue I talk a little about electronic Psyops and how certain agencies infiltrate, monitor and persuade; followed naturally, by a discussion about prayer; intermingled with some observations of naughty Kangaroos.

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Here are some relevant links : https://app.box.com/s/bqokiqt5l7g9eu0gzb5s .

Enjoy !

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TSM22 : How the Teal’hia Work with Humans & Catastrophe and the Path of Life

In this monologue i take you to the site of where I had my first Yowie contact before trekking up my favourite path. I talk a little about the Creator Races, how the Teal’hia work with individuals from many races and how they work with humans and later look at how catastrophe shapes the path of our life.


Links relevant to this post include :

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL7ejier1m7eUYf8Cna7a8uWnp1TN701Y4
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Catastrophe_theory
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Punctuated_equilibrium
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bifurcation_theory
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chaos_theory
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Complexity_theory_and_organizations
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Complex_adaptive_system
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Omega_Point
http://www.fixedpointtheoryandapplications.com/
Enjoy !

Brighticus.
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TSM21 : A reading from my book on consciousness

The following is a small reading from my book on consciousness, as written through the “higher dimensional aspect” that calls it’s self Alapo (which has in common the root for this name of the Syrian city of Aleppo). I’ve been writing it by hand, so it was very hard reading my own squiggly, illegible writing. Bear with me as I make a few mistakes and miss a few words here and there. I think it will give you a flavour of what is to come.


This book is an experiment in opening one’s self up to other aspects (see TSM17).
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